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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
5:08 PM

i am stoning right now.. do u ever get the feeling that ur mind go blank.. mine lately does.. well this is kinda what serving ns can rite about do to ppl.. humm.. sumtimes i got to work on weekends, my weekends are burnt.. curse n swear mann.. thats the time when most ppl are free.. n then when i am free during the weekdays, i would be left sumtimes empty.. dunno what to do..

well u know staying home its sumthing tat i like dont normally do, i am usually out somewhere.. then when i sit at home too much my head will go blank.. arrggh i hate tis blank stone2 dilemma..

i miss those good old times when i just look forward to the weekends.. i used to work 5days a week, but now my work schedule is like all over.. 2 days work morning, 2 days off, 2 days work night, 2 days off and so on.. n i am left with 1 and a half years of NS to go... damn man.. it can drive me crazy sumtimes.. why?? why must be like this!!

looking at the good side, sumtimes like some weekdays i am free n means i could do whatever.. but when the stone process start, i hate it..
well here it goes, i m just stoning my day away.....

any sugesstions jus holler me'
nxt up more stoning session

Thursday, February 14, 2008
1:11 AM

Vday....


Wednesday, February 13, 2008
4:18 PM

legs cold, hands numb, all i can feel is the warmthness of my breath, sleeping in sorrow every night, not knowing what the next day gonna be like, my sleep has been jumbled up, trying to fix what i can into the day.. everything seems to passby me quick, but yet i feel that the day is stretched longer n longer.. i yern for what i wanted.. my life back, but i have fallen into a pitless hole with no ending.. my mind got lost in translation, my heart filled with cobwebs, there i am, a walking breating zombie.. who am i?? i dunno anymore..

Sunday, February 03, 2008
12:18 AM

i m very frust with.. lets call him Mr E
dammit, i was out with my friends,
helping my friend finding a perfect watch for him..
n then there was a call..
9pm!! call from office,
call me up asking me where is the case file for a particular call tat i went for..
tat call wasnt mine, i just help to cover up for sumone coz he was late coming for work
i said tat i didnt hold tat paper..
dammit he acussed me of losing that piece of paper tat i dun even touch
ok cool, i said i didnt touch it,
n he said but i went for tat call what so i must at least file up tat case..
arrrgh i was so frust tat i raised my voice n my tone aint a friendly one
I TOLD U TAT I DIDNT EVEN TOUCH THE PAPER, I DUN KNOW WHERE IT IS
n he said okok we will settle it nxt time at station,
i quickly put down the phone

i call my friend who was in the same room with MR E when he talked to me on the phone,
i bitched about Mr E, apperently Mr E wasnt happy with me, he told my friend to remember,
newbies like us must always file up the case,

HEY u damn MR E!! bloody hell u! if i were to handle tat alpha in my duty,
i would aready done so U MORON!!
like what i did for my other duties, case filed n sealed!
of course U R THE ONE WHO LOST IT!!
u were the one writing down info on it, u asshole
an u came acussing me of losing the damn paper!! u jerk!!

it wasnt the only stupid thing tat i dislike u for MR E!!
ask me to cut out paper n stuffs, do some work tat was ur work to begin with,
draw on MICROSOFT WORD!! how insane, first day of work!!
u suck big time u jerk!!
i aint a person tat u can mess with asshole!!