Thursday, July 29, 2010
i am not well
But i cant stop thinking of her
i m sleeping in early tonight
i suddenly feel weak
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
I wish i could tell u that i m unwell
And u could lend me ur lap n shower
me with love to make me feel well
There is nothing that can describe what a man had lost,
who had everything and now nothing at all..
Everyday is empty,
Just like an aimless soul,
now i shall be quiet n recover with nothing at all
My head is warm, my nose is runny and coughing ocassionally,
felt weak n helpless,
trying to forget that i have a worry heart
Sleeping in early n closing myself with pillows.
And still wishes i had u, now i feel like a flame on a candle, just about to be put out, with this i end my story, and please i dun want anyone to worry
Best regards,
Sholihin
i didnt buys specs coz i know might need the money later, but since urs is broken n out of shape, i am buying u a new one.
I just need u to take care of ur specs,
i pray for u to do good
n yes, i love u too
Warmest regards,
Your brother
Sholihin
Monday, July 26, 2010
I love u Fariszan
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Yesterday i dreamt of being with fis,
n i just watched inception with her just now.. dreams are very2 long indeed n it was a pleasant one
Saturday, July 24, 2010
I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know,
Is broken...
Best regards,
Sholihin
Friday, July 23, 2010
i remember the times i look into you,
how calm my heart felt,
u make me weak n bold at the same time,
what i meant by weak is like an ice cream melting in the sun, u r so beautiful and pretty, just wearing anyhow just wear anything wow, and no make up just natural beauty
Bold is like i am like superman bouncing bullets off, that natural aura from u, makes me have confidence n brave up to challenges, ur speech, ur thought of motion
How can i be the same?
I cant even smile properly, coz at the back of my mind, there is no women that i can replace,
Fisayang u r unreplaceable..
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Best regards,
Sholihin
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
my heart just stopped
i spent my time sleeping just doodling over 1 picture of u,
i miss u very much
i just wrecked when i read ur msg
am i a fool?
should i not have the heart
I feel ike crying
i think of her everytime
sumtimes when i msged her
she replied in one or two words
depress doesnt even comes close
i really miss her
i can cry out just thinking of her
yesterday i went out with her
sat down on in the imm bus,
i kept her close but she moved away
i felt like i am just nothing
its ok i never give up
yet i tried to do the right thing
the best thing of what i suppose is right
ya Allah, i feel like dying inside
i am really lost right now
i dont know what to do
my heart burns n burns
i m eating into myself day by day
i cant live without her
i really love her
but ya Allah,
yet i cant continue on like this forever
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Cinta tidak dibalas
Cinta tidak dibalas =(
Friday, July 16, 2010
Got an sms reply at 7am
Going to flea market @ sam
Nothing there yet...
I really badly wanted to see u
i left my bike at MOM
so there i was running to bras basah to see you
When met u, i know the sweat is worth it
Crossed a street, i automatically took ur hand,
i hold urs with mine, then i interlocked urs, i secretly took a peek at u
Ur hands says no, ur face say dunno
i was praying please let me hold her hands
Finished crossing the street, still holding hands,
Till u had to move ur bag n lose the grip, i dunno if thats on purpose,
Before that on the escalator, i didnt hold u like i always did, i dont think it would be a pretty scene...
As we ate at fikas', i looked at u, just looking at u, most of the time i steal some peek just to look at you
In the mrt, i hold u, so u dont need to balance or tipped off n struggle justso that u need not to hold me
Played some hands here n there but i saw ur face, it wasnt a real positif one, u r still blurred
Till in the lift, u searched for ur keys to avoid eye contact
At the door u pleasntly closed the door n sayed bye
Thursday, July 15, 2010
I really miss u
I am worried
When i looked at u posting on my wall i was smiling for a long time, the longest time i had in weeks
I texted u here n there, i was uncertain
I dont know if u still love me
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
I miss her
:,(
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Ya allah what had i done
please forgive me of my sins
i really love her
please forgive me =,(
hi,
its been a while since i blogged
a lot of things had happened over the years
good things and bad, all of them leads me to where i am right now
i have finished my national service,
gained friends and experiences
now i have a stable job from which i like to do
marriage would be next, i pray so
i m getting older and i hope i have been much wiser
i have laid down choices for my future
i dont know which one to take
which road is the right one and which isnt for me
my mission now is to build my future..
Thursday, July 29, 2010
i am not well
But i cant stop thinking of her
i m sleeping in early tonight
i suddenly feel weak
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
I wish i could tell u that i m unwell
And u could lend me ur lap n shower
me with love to make me feel well
There is nothing that can describe what a man had lost,
who had everything and now nothing at all..
Everyday is empty,
Just like an aimless soul,
now i shall be quiet n recover with nothing at all
My head is warm, my nose is runny and coughing ocassionally,
felt weak n helpless,
trying to forget that i have a worry heart
Sleeping in early n closing myself with pillows.
And still wishes i had u, now i feel like a flame on a candle, just about to be put out, with this i end my story, and please i dun want anyone to worry
Best regards,
Sholihin
i didnt buys specs coz i know might need the money later, but since urs is broken n out of shape, i am buying u a new one.
I just need u to take care of ur specs,
i pray for u to do good
n yes, i love u too
Warmest regards,
Your brother
Sholihin
Monday, July 26, 2010
I love u Fariszan
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Yesterday i dreamt of being with fis,
n i just watched inception with her just now.. dreams are very2 long indeed n it was a pleasant one
Saturday, July 24, 2010
I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know,
Is broken...
Best regards,
Sholihin
Friday, July 23, 2010
i remember the times i look into you,
how calm my heart felt,
u make me weak n bold at the same time,
what i meant by weak is like an ice cream melting in the sun, u r so beautiful and pretty, just wearing anyhow just wear anything wow, and no make up just natural beauty
Bold is like i am like superman bouncing bullets off, that natural aura from u, makes me have confidence n brave up to challenges, ur speech, ur thought of motion
How can i be the same?
I cant even smile properly, coz at the back of my mind, there is no women that i can replace,
Fisayang u r unreplaceable..
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Best regards,
Sholihin
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
my heart just stopped
i spent my time sleeping just doodling over 1 picture of u,
i miss u very much
i just wrecked when i read ur msg
am i a fool?
should i not have the heart
I feel ike crying
i think of her everytime
sumtimes when i msged her
she replied in one or two words
depress doesnt even comes close
i really miss her
i can cry out just thinking of her
yesterday i went out with her
sat down on in the imm bus,
i kept her close but she moved away
i felt like i am just nothing
its ok i never give up
yet i tried to do the right thing
the best thing of what i suppose is right
ya Allah, i feel like dying inside
i am really lost right now
i dont know what to do
my heart burns n burns
i m eating into myself day by day
i cant live without her
i really love her
but ya Allah,
yet i cant continue on like this forever
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Cinta tidak dibalas
Cinta tidak dibalas =(
Friday, July 16, 2010
Got an sms reply at 7am
Going to flea market @ sam
Nothing there yet...
I really badly wanted to see u
i left my bike at MOM
so there i was running to bras basah to see you
When met u, i know the sweat is worth it
Crossed a street, i automatically took ur hand,
i hold urs with mine, then i interlocked urs, i secretly took a peek at u
Ur hands says no, ur face say dunno
i was praying please let me hold her hands
Finished crossing the street, still holding hands,
Till u had to move ur bag n lose the grip, i dunno if thats on purpose,
Before that on the escalator, i didnt hold u like i always did, i dont think it would be a pretty scene...
As we ate at fikas', i looked at u, just looking at u, most of the time i steal some peek just to look at you
In the mrt, i hold u, so u dont need to balance or tipped off n struggle justso that u need not to hold me
Played some hands here n there but i saw ur face, it wasnt a real positif one, u r still blurred
Till in the lift, u searched for ur keys to avoid eye contact
At the door u pleasntly closed the door n sayed bye
Thursday, July 15, 2010
I really miss u
I am worried
When i looked at u posting on my wall i was smiling for a long time, the longest time i had in weeks
I texted u here n there, i was uncertain
I dont know if u still love me
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
I miss her
:,(
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Ya allah what had i done
please forgive me of my sins
i really love her
please forgive me =,(
hi,
its been a while since i blogged
a lot of things had happened over the years
good things and bad, all of them leads me to where i am right now
i have finished my national service,
gained friends and experiences
now i have a stable job from which i like to do
marriage would be next, i pray so
i m getting older and i hope i have been much wiser
i have laid down choices for my future
i dont know which one to take
which road is the right one and which isnt for me
my mission now is to build my future..
Hi there',I am Lihin