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Thursday, September 23, 2010
10:17 PM

Fis sayed
I miss u
Heehehehe
=D

I love u too bucuk
Amat tersayang u


Saturday, August 21, 2010
11:47 PM

How it is that i am going to do anything impromtu n exciting if all i got for was "dont want".

I can easily give up on the third strike.
1. Ok maybe it was my fault that my elbow swings or slide towards u.
But after making that Necessary remark of "dont go too far", u could at least realise that i sat further to not touch u at starbucks. At least la hold my hands, i might ease down.

2. Gave an idea to go marina barrage but u said no coz go there got what. U can go there with ur cuz just like that but not with me? I dunno what is there or what we can do but we got each other. Thats the most important thing to be together hold hands or talk2. i am a sucker for romatic stuffs k but so what.

3. Saw a concert by sezauri sezali n wanted to see the happenings. U gave no go for it coz i dunno where to park. Must i know where to park, recce there first then go with u? Wheres the sense of adventure n thrill? i didnt even really tried. How can i try if all i hear are all negative stuffs. I dun mind paying more for parking if i can get to be with you n explore the place.

I m really questioning myself, i know what u r capable of but u as a person cant see what i am trying to do. Trying to be a better person for u, trying to please u whenever i could. At times i think further then u just to make u comfortable. Catch a glimpse of u whenever u r feeling down and try to put a smile on ur face. But why this?

Why cant u see? I try even to shift my emotions to fit urs. So i wount need affection or expecting it.


Wednesday, August 04, 2010
2:00 AM

thinking of missing u,
makes my heartbeat faints..
i could feel my body getting weak n sick,
my brain loops of ur memories

Monday, August 02, 2010
2:29 AM

allmost everynight
When i am about to sleep
no matter what hp i m using
I will always find her last few msgs for the day,

I will read it then lock my phone,
then i will read it again n lock my phone.
Normally i do it twice or thrice before i really fall asleep

just reading her msgs gave me calmness n peace.


i love u
Warmest regards,
Sholihin


Best regards,
Sholihin


Sunday, August 01, 2010
9:58 PM

i dun understand,
why does one time u r r ok then the next is like the other side?

Am i really screwing myself?


Thursday, July 29, 2010
11:22 PM

i am not well
But i cant stop thinking of her
i m sleeping in early tonight
i suddenly feel weak

Tuesday, July 27, 2010
8:39 PM

I wish i could tell u that i m unwell
And u could lend me ur lap n shower
me with love to make me feel well

There is nothing that can describe what a man had lost,
who had everything and now nothing at all..

Everyday is empty,
Just like an aimless soul,
now i shall be quiet n recover with nothing at all

My head is warm, my nose is runny and coughing ocassionally,
felt weak n helpless,
trying to forget that i have a worry heart

Sleeping in early n closing myself with pillows.

And still wishes i had u, now i feel like a flame on a candle, just about to be put out, with this i end my story, and please i dun want anyone to worry


Best regards,
Sholihin


2:22 AM

i didnt buys specs coz i know might need the money later, but since urs is broken n out of shape, i am buying u a new one.

I just need u to take care of ur specs,
i pray for u to do good
n yes, i love u too

Warmest regards,
Your brother
Sholihin